Ascension – preparing for afterlife?

Hello Everyone,

It’s been a while since my last post. 2016 has been really busy and quite a challenge – not only for me, it seems. How have you survived ? Almost a year ago, during the holidays december of 2015, I experienced the phoenix, the symbol of TRANSFORMATION. It was a very intense and positive time. At the time I had no clue what kind of change was about to occur. In fact, in the first 6 months of the year, I thought the change I was being alerted to was about my mortal life, about being more involved in the mortal world. Now I’m not so sure about that anymore. I finally found a new office for my practice and we had several projects renovating our house that kept me REAL busy. I still did my meditations and sessions with guidance but felt consumed by the demands of ‘this world’.  Finally, during a summer break, I felt a ‘change of tides‘ and my attention was drawn back to the metaphysical world. Since then (the last 6 months) I’ve been  busy  in a very different way. I was back -yet in a different way – connecting to, working with and being in the metaphysical realms. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t all that easy. In fact, all my connections were being changed and I am (still) struggling to get back a similarly good rapport that I used to have – with guidance and anybody or anything else in the other realms. It’s been an emotional roller coaster going from an exhilarating high to a depressing disconnected low.

During the LOWS I noticed that my old ways of seeking comfort weren’t working anymore. In the past, among a few other things, I would look at ‘energy updates’ or the latest news of some selected channelers and sites hoping to reconnect that way. However, over the course of the last 12 – 24 months, their messages have either not resonated with me anymore, sounded very repetitive or simply ‘nuts’. Some don’t have much to say and post less (avoiding repetitions? )  and yet others completely vanished. I wonder what’s going on?!? Maybe my path is going a completely different direction than it used to? If I am not part of their ‘world’ anymore – and they’re not part of mine – it would explain the ‘not-resonating-anymore’ …. but the rest?

I wonder who else is feeling this way?

For a long time, talking about ‘ascension symptoms’ seemed very common on spiritual websites. It actually became the basis for some sites / groups / forums on the internet and I’ve mentioned them on this blog at least twice ( Suffering from Ascension  and No Shit ). They were labelled ‘physical side effects’ of ascension….. but what’s this ascension really about? Anyone an idea? What is or was the purpose of all these ‘higher frequency upgrades’? Why is it that there is seemingly  no new info coming through the channelers? Could it be that this whole ‘frequency upgrade’ stuff isn’t preparing us for something in this life or reality (i.e. the wonderful world, the shiny new planet earth with awakened souls) but rather a preparation for our afterlife? What’s your thought?

 

 

CHANGE of tides

5 months ago I posted the ‘wave of change‘ and indeed I got hit by a huge wave. Was it a wipe out? I am not sure. I definitely feel ‘wiped out’ at this point….but I am still here, alive and ticking. This will be a different post and shorter than my previous ones. I simply wanted to inform those who have visited my blog in the past 5 months without finding any new posts and (some) who asked if everything was okay that, yes, I am fine – exhausted but fine. Thank you so much for caring. It has been a busy time. Life is not the same anymore, not only on a personal level. We live in a different world than we did 5 months ago. Now where were you again in February?

Anyway, while the past few months seemed to be dominated by changes in the mundane physical world and surroundings, it seems my focus is now shifting back to the metaphysical realms. From running around and being ‘out and about’ I am ready to put on the brakes and focus within. I am basically just stopping by at my blog before going into hibernation (also called ‘my cave’). Once again I retreat from the ongoing buzz of daily life into a more meditative state focused on connecting to the metaphysical realms (see my post from december ‘Changing tradition‘). It seems counterintuitive to turn inwards in the summer when all the action is going on outside but I’m also aware of the importance of listening to one’s own unique rhythm and needs.When it means ‘swimming against the current’ then that’ll be what I will do.

See you upon my return….although at this point I cannot see myself returning to ‘the old ways’ of blogging once I get out of my cave, but who knows….there may be yet another change. Things happen so quickly these days, it is hard to keep up with it all. Wave after wave……

 

 

 

The wave of CHANGE

Have you been hit by it as well ? There is a wave of change that seems to be crashing into this reality with full force. Will I be able to ride it or is it going to be a wipe out? At this point I have no clue how I am supposed to get through this and not be washed away by all the NEW coming up everywhere.

Ever since the second week of January life has taken on a completely different rhythm. Could it be that all those months years of living in limbo are finally over? For months I’ve been wanting to write a post but nothing ever made it to the blog. The old ways of writing  / communicating don’t feel right anymore. Everything seems to go through a process of reevaluation. In the past weeks when I thought of blogging it felt more like a chore than a fun experiment of sharing my Spiritual adventures so it may be time to take a longer break.

For so many months the emphasis (of my life)  seemed to be on the metaphysical side with so-called ascension symptoms reminding me that I was still integrating all that work I was doing ‘on the other side’ into this reality, this body. For the most part though, it felt like I wasn’t really here. However, since the beginning of January I find myself participating very much in THIS reality, involved in several new projects at the same time. This was unthinkable a few weeks ago when the mere thought of getting anything accomplished that went beyond my one-day-horizon seemed impossible. No. Energy. Left.

Now the game has changed – and I wonder how many of you feel it too. Have we finally made the transition – the change that we’ve all been waiting for? Is this the completion of the shift I was told about and mentioned in my post ‘Intense transformative times‘? Is all the work that we have done in the metaphysical realms  finally coming to fruition in this 3D reality as well? Is it possible that we have reached a level of integration where playing in several dimensions (including this one)  is happening with less and less effort and becoming the norm?

Earlier on my Spiritual Journey I read energy updates and other channeled material to either see if I had the same experiences or what was supposedly ahead of us. I got tired of those repetitive channeled messages – they all seemed to say the same thing. However, it seems that the undertone of their writings seems to have changed in the last month, there is a noticeable change – in all of them. So what’s this wave of change about? Who knows  – best to go with the flow and let it surprise you.

Depending on whether I will master the wave or wipe out, you may hear from me or……. In any case I wish you all fun experiencing the changes within and without and being (in) the NEW.

 

 

KAYPACHA ~ pele report: push us to the limit

Feeling pushed to the limit– sounds familiar? I’ve had such a nice and somewhat quiet time over the holidays, at least  concerning THIS reality. There was lots going on in the other realms….but that is another story, perhaps one to be told later.  After having returned from my retreat, I am now faced with a lot of mundane issues (one of the reasons I’ve been so inactive on WP lately). Well, I can definitely relate to the  ‘being pushed to the limit’. How about you?

PS: the ‘real’ report doesn’t start until 8:13 mins – if you don’t care for his 3D computer images

Hola Star People!

How about that planetary lineup that is happening in the early morning sky from now thru late February????  At least we’ve got some time to muster up the chi to get out and see it if not tomorrow, eh?  Well, hope you have clear skies and don’t get up for nothin’!  Especially when you probably need as much sleep as you can get these days when everything is bongo nuts, intense, and stressful.  Great time to get things done but don’t forget to relax and breathe!  This weekend is looking like a great time to let off some steam, play, create, and find your child again. Go for it!

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When I am in my Spirit Self,

There is no loss or gain,

My fears disperse as I liberate,

And am free to fly again.

That’s what we need these days, to find the portal to the Spirit Self and view our earthly dilemmas from there! Nice if you have a nice shamanic drumbeat to journey up to the “top of the sky” and cut a circular hole in it, open the hatch, and go through it into the celestial world. A beautiful journey that can be quite healing (I met one of my spirit guides that way) especially during times of stress and strain on the physical plane.

As I mention in this week’s report, this certainly is a time for some great stress and strain that can come in many guises, but will push us to our limits one way or another. It is as if the universe is plotting to see just what “stuff” we are made of…… “Come on! Take that! Whatcha gonna do now, huh?” You can almost picture some character out there egging us on……. wooooo.

Well, the full Moon in Leo this weekend will really offer all of us an opportunity to let off some steam, chill out and have some fun. May you have great, harmless, creative extravaganzas leading to new heart openings!

Have Fun With It All,

Kaypacha​

Changing tradition

In my experience, the most effective, truly transformative and longest lasting change comes from within. In my last post ‘Rising Phoenix‘ I shared a little about the initiation of such a transformative experience.  I haven’t shared much about the transformation initiated by this event. As this is an ongoing process, it will take a while to integrate and see what is unfolding.

However, one of the results will also affect my blog – the reason I would like to share this part with you now. As you may have already noticed, there have been less posts (not counting reblogs) in the last couple of months and that’ll most likely be the case for a while. Also, I decided to change my writing style a bit. ‘Keep it simple‘ is very important. I’ll stop mulling over my posts for hours and instead will write what comes to mind, do less editing and…push ‘publish’. So future posts will be straight from the heart with less censorship by the brain.

‘Keep it simple’ will also be the approach to the holidays this year.  I know some of you won’t celebrate christmas – but the majority of people I know or come in contact with do. In the past I’ve enjoyed celebrating it in one way or another. This year (and in a way the last 3 years) there’s just not that ‘christmas – feel’ to it. Although part of me wants to hold on to the old traditions, the other side of me which is gaining power, is telling me to let go of the old. But how do you decide what to let go off? CHANGE is what’s needed. Letting go of things that one is fed up with is easy, letting go of things/traditions/people etc. that one still loves is a much harder task. So I am still trying to find some kind of compromise but I thought I’d use the holidays for a different kind of ‘celebration’ this year. For many, it is a time to get together, to (re)connect to loved-ones and some not-so-loved-ones. It’s tradition, what can you say? And after spending time with food, family and friends, many will seek connection (distraction, entertainment, information) on the internet. I have the intention to turn into a more contemplative state over the holidays. Instead of connecting on the internet, I want to spend more time actually connecting to the metaphysical realms. The overload of info coming out of the internet sometimes seems counterproductive. Keeping up with all the contacts can be overwhelming. Maybe the holidays is a good time to simplify and stay off the grid. What do you think?

Happy Holidays … and a Happy New Year

 

 

Rising Phoenix

“THE PHOENIX embodies the theme of transmutation… Mythology tells us that at the end of its life, the Phoenix sets its own nest on fire. After the bird is consumed by the flames, a new Phoenix emerges from the ashes. When we emulate the Phoenix, we embrace the process of transformation and recognize that a part of our earthly experience includes death. We allow ourselves to be consumed by the flames with the knowing that nothing is ever really lost, and that rebirth always follows what appears to be an ending.” (Pam Younghans, Northpointastrology)

It’s been more than 2 months since my last post (not counting the reblogs of course) and it’s not like there wasn’t anything to write about during that time, quite the contrary. Those rare moments when I attempted to create a new post, I immediately got distracted or simply couldn’t ‘pull it together’. In the end it just didn’t feel like the right time (yet). These past two months seem to have gone by in a flash for me, filled with so much new information, so many new experiences. October still being an intense preparation time and November marking the launch of a new level, a new being….and here we are in December!

I decided to share some of my recent experiences with you. Perhaps you have undergone or will be undergoing a similar process. As we are all on our individual Spiritual Paths, this may play out differently for you, perhaps take on a different form. In any case the emphasis of this period we’re in is  TRANSFORMATION. After a long time of letting go, of cleansing, purging and clearing, of freeing ourselves from old baggage and patterns, it is time to step into the new, to RISE FROM THE ASHES.

In October I reblogged a post by Lauren Gorgo (Resurrection: a new life cycle begins) describing a similar stage of the process. It sounded a lot like the transformation of the phoenix. She talked about the process of sorting through the parts of our self that we will/ will not be taking with us and pulling remaining soul fragments back from our old lives. She also mentioned this sorting and reclamation process requires our complete focus on ourselves and that it may feel to us “… as tho we are in a bubble and everything that matters to us is rescinding…”. She warned us these transition experiences may feel like death….and I have to agree. Her post really resonated with me – she described many of my experiences at that time!

On November 11 I was being guided into becoming the PHOENIX during a very powerful, deeply moving meditation session. In the previous weeks my Guides and others had been preparing me for this event. Since then I’ve had numerous more sessions focused on (co)creating myself, rising from the ashes, if you will. It’s an ongoing development, so I have no idea where this is going but one of the things I’ve learnt is to trust the process. Actually, during one of the sessions, I was told that  TRUST, POWER and CONFIDENCE were the basic ingredients for my creation process. Another time I was asked to confront my fears, in the mortal as well as metaphysical realms. It felt like I was working through, burning off, layers of old patterns. Many of the continuous session were focused on the recurring questions: ‘who are you?’ and ‘what do you want?’. These are very important questions – for those of us currently undergoing this deep transformation process.

At this time it seems crucial to come to know who we are, who we want to be and take on our individual role as the Sacred Beings that we are – so that we can truly be in our power.

 

 

 

 

 

Kaypacha ~ pele report: pushing through some barriers

Oops…my computer just ate what I wrote. So much for communication problems 🙂 Oh well, so I will just tell you: hope you’re having fun with this (latest) pele report from Kaypacha and keep the rest for later…

G’day Astro Mates!

Well, we have a good week of what could best be called “strained communication” and at it’s worst just downright blocked or negative thinking.  I suppose the upside would be that we need to really stick with it, get our story straight, clear, and together, and most of all, really want to even have the conversation in the first place haha!  Gotta push through some barriers to connect these days but the results can be some long term contracts, commitments, and educational endeavors that last a long time!

I’m hanging in there and am committed to this astrology stuff, and though challenged, am presenting a number of workshops, making some vids, and with great excitement, putting out these great T-shirts in time for Christmas haha!  It has been suggested by many people over a long period of time so we will see if they fly or not.

This can actually be a bit of a dangerous time, as I speak of in the Pele Report, with Mars conjunct Lilith all week.  A time when it can take more awareness, patience and understanding to keep our relationships floating through rough seas.  One way to really know how bad you want something is to have it require dedication, perseverance, and powerful intention.  These days can be like the final exam with the big essay question of “Can you get along with others and stop projecting your shadow  on them?”  We may think everyone else is irritable or giving us a hard time when it is really our own unwillingness to meet them halfway.

As I see the big picture of our children’s future,

I know there’s a lot to do,

That begins with accepting and not regretting,

That I am another you.

It is often easier to see everyone else’s shadow, problems, and faults than it is to see our own.  It seems easier to blame and point the finger than to own that we could have tried harder, stayed in there longer, and had a different result.  Well this is one of those times where exercising patience, and calm, deep listening, can bear some positive results and long lasting commitments/contracts.  While it may be grueling to go over the details and come to agreements, it is like the universe is demanding that we really get clear on what we want, what we believe, what our truth is and what energy we are spreading around the place.  Whew!

May you triumph over the obstacles and blocks to speaking your truth and honoring the others and building powerful lasting relationships based on honesty, integrity,and trust.  Go for it!

So Much Love,

Kaypacha​

 

 

Resurrection: a new life cycle begins ~ by Lauren Gorgo

It’s been a while since I have posted any of my own writing. For a few weeks now it feels as if I am more and more detached from anything that’s part of this 3D physical reality. One of the reasons why I found this update from Lauren Gorgo worth reblogging is that she is talking about that exact topic. Being in a ” very liquidy void space where everything is kind of floating in an abyss with little to no structure and/or ability to decipher where we are headed or why…most of us can’t muster up the motivation to care” sounds oh-too-familiar. It felt like any creative energies have left me … and most of the time I don’t even care about that. However, that state is NO FUN to be in.

“so it can feel as tho we are in a bubble and everything that matters to us is rescinding… pulling away and/or ending” – yep, I can DEFINITELY relate to that. Unfortunately. But there is hope. That’s the reason I decided to post this for all of you out there who know what I am talking about.

I feel especially strong about her message because just two days ago, I suddenly had to think about ( = my guides brought to my attention) a meditation I had end of June. During that meditation I was told by guidance that in 3-5 months (Oct. – Dec.) there’d be a change…of my biological being. They also mentioned an exit, but said it wouldn’t be out of this life. In 8 months (March) there would be a birth of a new life. This, again, coincides with information I received in September about a shift to be completed around that time (“…. indicated that the shift should be over by mid March. I was told that this also applied to others on the spiritual path”). So how about that ‘physical rebirth point’?

Are YOU ready for a new life cycle? Hope you enjoy this reblog, Gia

Resurrection: a new life cycle begins

October 22, 2015 by Lauren

For the pioneers, wayshowers, forerunners who have cleared all emotional and genetic miasms, a new life cycle awaits. Many contracts have been completed thru core wound clearing which means some are ready to move deeper into the resurrection phase of the ascension process.

As we leave the old reality system and prepare to enter fully into the new, we approach what my Sources call our physical rebirth point….”the moment when the changes of our higher dimensional nature merge with our lower body system”

As of 10/10 many at the fore have completed a major life cycle, entered into a holding space, and are preparing to begin a brand new chapter of life on 11/11.

September, and all of its accompanying celestial blessings, brought us THE force...the Source frequency (creation) codes needed for our new life cycle…where October has been clearing the space in our bodies (hello super intensified solar activity) for those energies to enter and anchor into the physical parts of our lives and world. November (universal ONE month) will reveal our new path/purpose more clearly, along with the physical components needed to create it.

At the moment we are currently in a very liquidy void space where everything is kind of floating in an abyss with little to no structure and/or ability to decipher where we are headed or why…most of us can’t muster up the motivation to care.  Even still, there is a steady new creative constant that is always rallying beneath us, pulsing thru us, even if barely perceptible at times…a palpable, vibrational safety net that prevents us from falling prey to the past, to the (under)world that we have just very recently moved out of……CONTINUE READING HERE

KAYPACHA ~ pele report: time for a healing crisis?

Mercury is going direct on Friday, tomorrow, so if you are sensitive to Mercury’s energies: watch out. But Kaypacha has a lot more to say. This report starts off with more than the usual talk about astrological alignments, so you’ll have to wait for 10 mins until he gets to the interpretation. It’s worth it – see for yourself: 

*Hola!

OK, so much going on that I spaced out a bunch on the Pele Report that I should share here.  I would say that part of the atrocities (gunman shooting kids, ISIS, hospital bombing etc.) can be directly reflected in this Mercury, North Node, Black Moon Lilith (from here on out just Lilith). I see Lilith in the chart as representing an aspect of ourselves that is super powerful, so powerful we are afraid of it and reject it and turn it into shadow.  So in Libra she can become particularly dangerous. Why?

Libra is our desire for balance, peace, and relationship!  This is a 10 month time period from August ’15, to June of ’16 where we are dealing with the fear of relationship within the human psyche leading to a rejection of peace, balance, and relationship, or the “I, me my” syndrome.  Just think of a narcissistic world where these aspects or elements of human nature are rejected = “I don’t need peace, I don’t need balance or equality, I don’t need relationship.”  It’s a pretty cold world without Libra now isn’t it?  And it can lead to projecting negativity on those who carry/have/own those traits as somehow stupid, weak, or even dangerous.  Hence you can get acts of atrocity.

Let’s switch to the positive potential latent within these aspects by bringing in the Mars/Jupiter conjunction happening in Virgo this month (exact on the 17th).  This, coupled with Mercury/Lilith can lead to great, big (Jupiter) actions taken (Mars) to heal (Virgo) the nasty shadow elements that I/we have just become aware of (Mercury) through the media, conversation, or relationship breakdown.  These new awarenesses and actions can lead to deeper valuing of the relationships I do have and the need for peace, balance, and relationship to create a better future for both myself and everyone else (North Node in Libra).

This is how we can be experiencing the paradox of both terrible, heartless acts of violence, and exalted, successful, creative solutions, sexual relations, and relationship development at the same time!  Some are just on the other side of the shadow.  Let’s not forget that our shadow is our great teacher once seen and owned, and that this shadow can deepen our understanding of need, value, and benefits of living in peaceful, balanced relationship after experiencing what it is like to live without these!

Last but not least for sure is the Sun opposite Uranus which can bring in anything from Solar flares going nuts to sudden, unexplained phenomena designed to wake us up to a greater truth.  It may stimulate our nervous systems to the point of revolting, rebelling, or just plain freaking out if we don’t slow down and take it easy!  Way too easy to get carried away and go OCD with these aspects……So here’s this week’s mantra:

If I do the wisest,

I can resolve the crisis,

And with patient perseverance,

Help restore the balance.

 

So Much Love!

Kaypacha​

[*excerpted from his site]

September changed perception

September is gone and the world has changed… at least for me. Remember my post Perception creates reality? I still am not sure of all the changes ‘the energies of September’ have brought for me, but there was one specific moment that I feel is important to share. It happened during a meditation on the 27th, the day of the Blood Moon. Of all the effects the last few weeks might have had, this experience may have caused the most pronounced change of my perception.

During meditation I was told I would experience the ‘appreciation event’. I perceived my Guide spreading out a blanket on the ground in front of us. We walked onto it and suddenly someone pulled it away from underneath our feet (like that moment in the movies when someone pulls away the tablecloth and all the plates and glasses seem to just jump up and drop back on the table?). Perhaps it was intended to show me how they can ‘literally’ pull the rug out from under my feet, and I’m still standing.

The next moment I perceived myself slowly sinking into water, deeper and deeper until I reached something resembling the ocean’s bottom. There my attention was drawn to my left and a big chest filled with treasures. I then saw people approaching the chest, admiring the treasures.

I was turned around, to look the other direction. There I was given something resembling a heart shaped balloon, I held it in my arms and I knew: ‘this is APPRECIATION’. I felt it in my heart.  I suddenly realized: Once I truly understood and felt appreciation for what is, all ‘the treasures of the world’ that many of us are constantly trying to accumulate lose their meaning.

Once you shift your perception from ‘what you think you need’ to ‘appreciating what you have’ you have changed your world. It was a simple message but the ramifications are far reaching and powerful.