CHANGE of tides

5 months ago I posted the ‘wave of change‘ and indeed I got hit by a huge wave. Was it a wipe out? I am not sure. I definitely feel ‘wiped out’ at this point….but I am still here, alive and ticking. This will be a different post and shorter than my previous ones. I simply wanted to inform those who have visited my blog in the past 5 months without finding any new posts and (some) who asked if everything was okay that, yes, I am fine – exhausted but fine. Thank you so much for caring. It has been a busy time. Life is not the same anymore, not only on a personal level. We live in a different world than we did 5 months ago. Now where were you again in February?

Anyway, while the past few months seemed to be dominated by changes in the mundane physical world and surroundings, it seems my focus is now shifting back to the metaphysical realms. From running around and being ‘out and about’ I am ready to put on the brakes and focus within. I am basically just stopping by at my blog before going into hibernation (also called ‘my cave’). Once again I retreat from the ongoing buzz of daily life into a more meditative state focused on connecting to the metaphysical realms (see my post from december ‘Changing tradition‘). It seems counterintuitive to turn inwards in the summer when all the action is going on outside but I’m also aware of the importance of listening to one’s own unique rhythm and needs.When it means ‘swimming against the current’ then that’ll be what I will do.

See you upon my return….although at this point I cannot see myself returning to ‘the old ways’ of blogging once I get out of my cave, but who knows….there may be yet another change. Things happen so quickly these days, it is hard to keep up with it all. Wave after wave……

 

 

 

NorthpointAstrology ~ Pam Younghans

Yes, I am still alive….and it’s not even that I wouldn’t have anything to write about but somehow the words never quite make it into a post. However, I wanted to share this weekly astrology update from Pam Younghans with you. It felt so ‘right on’ when mentioning the scorpio’s energies, its symbolism and especially the phoenix part. That’s exactly what I’m currently going through (and, what a surprise, I happen to be a scorpio :-)). Perhaps more of you can relate – even if you aren’t born under this sign. We’re all in scorpio’s energies this week.

On 11/11 I had a powerful meditation session about a phoenix, being the phoenix. It is time to rise from the ashes – not just for me!

Your guide to planetary energies for

November 16 to 22, 2015

By Pam Younghans

SCORPIO is the only sign of the zodiac that has multiple animal symbols — the Scorpion, the Eagle, and the Phoenix. Each one represents a different facet of the Scorpio experience. Together, they provide guidance that is much needed when we must deal with life-changing events, such as those that have occurred since the Scorpio New Moon last Wednesday. 

Two of these animals — the Scorpion and the Eagle — symbolize two very different ways of responding to our life experience.

THE SCORPION hides under rocks or in loose soil during the day, coming forth at night to hunt and feed. They have the ability to paralyze and poison their prey. When we emulate the Scorpion…CONTINUE READING HERE

 

September changed perception

September is gone and the world has changed… at least for me. Remember my post Perception creates reality? I still am not sure of all the changes ‘the energies of September’ have brought for me, but there was one specific moment that I feel is important to share. It happened during a meditation on the 27th, the day of the Blood Moon. Of all the effects the last few weeks might have had, this experience may have caused the most pronounced change of my perception.

During meditation I was told I would experience the ‘appreciation event’. I perceived my Guide spreading out a blanket on the ground in front of us. We walked onto it and suddenly someone pulled it away from underneath our feet (like that moment in the movies when someone pulls away the tablecloth and all the plates and glasses seem to just jump up and drop back on the table?). Perhaps it was intended to show me how they can ‘literally’ pull the rug out from under my feet, and I’m still standing.

The next moment I perceived myself slowly sinking into water, deeper and deeper until I reached something resembling the ocean’s bottom. There my attention was drawn to my left and a big chest filled with treasures. I then saw people approaching the chest, admiring the treasures.

I was turned around, to look the other direction. There I was given something resembling a heart shaped balloon, I held it in my arms and I knew: ‘this is APPRECIATION’. I felt it in my heart.  I suddenly realized: Once I truly understood and felt appreciation for what is, all ‘the treasures of the world’ that many of us are constantly trying to accumulate lose their meaning.

Once you shift your perception from ‘what you think you need’ to ‘appreciating what you have’ you have changed your world. It was a simple message but the ramifications are far reaching and powerful.

NorthpointAstrology ~ Pam Younghans

“A triangle with wings: The capacity for self-transcending.”

“The Total Lunar Eclipse on Sunday occurs at 7:50pm PDT. The Sabian symbol for the Moon’s location at the time of an eclipse gives insights into the higher intention of the lunation. The symbol for this Sunday’s eclipse reinforces Pluto’s themes of moving us into “a higher level of expression”….. that’s what stuck out the most for me from this report. But read it yourself, perhaps you find something useful for your path. And remember: tomorrow is EQUINOX (at 1:22 am PDT) – thanks to the two eclipses, this one may be pretty intense as well –

Your guide to planetary energies for

September 21 to 27, 2015

By Pam Younghans

“A TEST OF FAITH.” These are the words that astrologer Bil Tierney uses to describe the effects of Saturn in Sagittarius. Given that Saturn fully entered the ninth sign last Thursday, each of us is now working with that basic lesson in varying degrees.

We will have something of a “pop quiz” this coming Friday when Saturn forms a square with Mars in Virgo. This aspect will challenge us to see …CONTINUE READING HERE

 

KAYPACHA pele report … and some kick-ass energies

“Had an amazing transforming weekend…” could have been my own  words. However, I would probably have described mine as an amazing kick-ass weekend. WOW. There was a precursor to it and for the last 10 days writing/posting was not an option. The internet was mostly off limits for me. The current energies made me overly sensitive and any negative news ( = news in general) felt toxic. So in my little cave I went….. Transforming it was, that’s for sure! So far, September may not have gifted us with the BIG CHANGE(yet)  but at least for me, it’s been transformative indeed. Here is, what’s in store for us for the coming 7 days. 

Had an amazing transforming weekend myself and hope you did too!  As the north node solar eclipse sent us into this eclipse season with Lilith conjunct the north node, it set the tone for the next six months really as one of coming to terms, truth, and reality in our relationships, work, and goals.  It will be interesting to see how these all develop as Mercury goes retrograde this week, all the way back to the node and Lilith to review, rethink, and perhaps redo some thoughts, plans, and conversations (will be there in 3 weeks so more on that later!)

In the meantime, things are blasting away here at NPA as I am presenting all over the place and meeting awesome friends EVERYWHERE!  It is so comforting to know there are so many like minded, loving people on this planet that are ready and pushing to heal themselves, others, and Gaia. I did manage to record one of my presentations that is going out to the NPA community, and one coming up in Santa Fe is being livestreamed if you would like an extra long Pele Report!

The time is now,

To share my truth,

As an offering of light,

Love and gratitude.

We have a couple different options when dealing with the planetary energies this week.  One is to feel oppressed or overworked, blow a fuse and let others have it!  We may not be fully aware of how attached, pushy, or forceful we are being when trying to get our way.  The second is to feel threatened by some nasty other and cower down in fear.  The challenge will be to remain calm and centered between the two.

In this report, I discuss how doing what is meaningful, purposeful, and true to you personally can change a dull, depressing routine into a joy filled contribution to humanity.  As we re-examine, re-evaluate, and re-member that our truth lies within, we can more easily align not only our goals and dreams, but our daily and weekly lives toward achieving them.   As Mercury goes re-trograde for the next three weeks in Libra, you may find yourself re-visiting some thoughts, conversations, and approaches that need some re-fining and re-tuning.  Don’t be afraid of humbly approaching the situation, as cooperation at this time can produce some fantastic results.

So Much Love!

Kaypacha​

Are we there yet?

I recently came across Molly’s post on 2020 Spiritual Vision (thanks Molly!).  She mentions that “…Living a life lead by spirit is a walk with faith…” and I completely agree. At least my spiritual path doesn’t feel easy either. Many of us endure some severe, some difficult, some seemingly ridiculous physical, emotional and mental symptoms. Some of us are so tired that – aside from those symptoms – we may also suffer additional burnout due to our Awakening. So it may feel as if we’re being pushed through the eye of a needle to prove our dedication. I hope that’s not the objective but rather a side effect of following this type of spiritual path. All the pains and losses and whatnot symptoms along the way are our perceptions and reactions to the signs of change, the transformation we’re going through. So are we nuts or what?

Sometimes the challenging parts of this path may appear as bordering insanity (depending on your perspective, of course). ‘Following Guidance’ is a major component of my path. It took me a long time to achieve a better, clearer communication with my Spirit Guides. When this finally came to pass it seemed only natural that I follow their advice. This doesn’t mean I’m a puppet, I hope. I always try to treat my Guides with respect. I’ve noticed if I follow their suggestions things frequently work out well for me – if I don’t, then not so much.

For the last year or so my husband and I have been told by Guidance that we’ll be moving soon. The dates keep being pushed out but the message remains essentially the same. So all renovation projects around this house (new flooring etc) get postponed, from one month to the next to the next… you get the picture. We feel as if we need to be ready for the move but nothing happens. We’re lucky we haven’t packed yet or we would have been living out of cardboard boxes for the last half year! But we do have the empty boxes ready.

Travel is another great example of how dedication to my Guided path  has changed my life. I used to love traveling, not so much anymore. When I’m considering a trip I ask Guidance if the trip would be beneficial or if there is a reason I shouldn’t go. If they object, I usually conform. Unfortunately the few times I asked that question in recent times, I was told to stay home. Last summer, however, my husband and I were specifically asked to take a trip to Switzerland – and so we did. Are we crazy? Probably but since we have Guides shouldn’t we listen? We went, we had a good time and made important connections.

It is true: no one promised it would be easy (as Molly stated) and sometimes it may get to the point of ridiculousness but would I want to change it? Probably not. Spiritual dedication can be a pain in the butt (literally, as I spend so much time on my zafu) but there’s no question of quitting at this point. Did I sign up for this? Not that I am aware of but it’s possible I missed the small print. One of the things I’ve learned on this Spiritual Journey is to have a lot of patience and not take things too seriously. Just like life itself. It may be terminal but it’s not serious.

No shit….

I just found this and thought it an accurate description of the process. What’s your experience?

KAYPACHA ~ pele report: healing past relationships

It’s that time of the week again. Here is Kaypacha’s pele report for you. Are you facing that “looming shadow” yet? Going into the underworld doesn’t necessarily sound like fun but do we have a choice? As always he is making it sound like it is manageable – with a bit of humor. Remember: anything is possible 🙂

Black Moon Lilith conjunct the north node of the Moon at the same time as retrograde Venus stations to go direct conjunct Mars.  Both of these are highlighting this week as Relationship Renewal Week!  A wonderful time to revisit the past, make amends, digest unconscious Soul intentions, heal and move on lighter, freer, and smiling!

That third quarter square Moon in Gemini also helps bring in more conscious perspectives that we may witness ourselves “from afar” and receive intuitive flashes of understanding.  The creative impulses of Leo can inspire NEW expressions of love, poetry, and romance as we lighten up and PLAY!  Gone is the heaviness, the remorse, the fears generated from past hurts…. we are ready to go for it again, dance, party, love, and rejoice.

Forgiveness is understanding,

That I may never know,

Why we hurt each other,

Or which one of us needs to grow.

Black Moon Lilith conjunct the north node of the Moon exact Friday but we have been feeling it a couple weeks and will feel it a couple more.  However, it could well culminate around Sunday as Venus stations and goes direct as both of these signal a death/resurrection process of renewal that may be somewhat unavoidable.  

It is an excellent time to go into, sit with, feel, and heal past relationship woes, hurts, and failures.  It is a time when memories can get triggered, feelings re-emerge, and judgments of ourselves and others come to meet us.  It is such an opportunity, if we can actually let them come up, not ignore and stuff them back down (where they create dis-ease) and step from judgment to a state of vulnerable inquiry for Spirit to work magic within our hearts, bodies, and souls.

Check out my webpage and/or facebook page for a look at the bigger picture…. coming soon. Wishing you all the best in removing those blocks to future happiness!  Injoy!

Injoy!

Kaypacha​

LAST BUT NOT LEAST :    Watch KAYPACHA’S VIDEO here

ENJOY

🙂

Be Who You Truly Are

These five words along with the revelation of having Spirit Guides changed my life. It completely changed my perception of life, of the world, the Universe. It was such a simple sentence and yet had such a strong impact on how I perceived myself and the way I wanted to lead my life. At the time I was told this, I had no idea who I “truly” was. And yet, those words hit home. It was the truth. But how do I find out who I truly am and how can I be that?

It was the year 2005 and I had called a psychic/medium/healer/energy worker. It happened more out of curiosity than a pressing need (I’d heard miraculous things about his work). At least that was my understanding of the situation back then. From my current perspective I would say the whole incident was well orchestrated by the same Guides who revealed themselves to me – via the psychic – in that very same session. The psychic told me there wasn’t much he could assist with but for one important message from my Spirit Guides: Be Who You Truly are!

Don’t get me wrong, this isn’t about “walk the walk and talk the talk”. The message I received in 2005 was to recognize that there’s a lot more to this Universe than just the physical manifestation and effects we perceive. There is a lot more to me than what I was aware of at that time. I needed to discover who I am and the potentials I have.

Recently I had a meditation during which I was shown a floating iceberg. The iceberg represented me. The part under water was huge compared to the small portion above. This is not an uncommon analogy.

Psychologists like to use this iceberg analogy: What is above water is conscious, our conscious awareness. The part touching the water, sometimes in, sometimes peeking out of the water is the subconscious. The biggest part (90-95%) of the iceberg which is below the surface represents our unconscious.

However, in my case the iceberg above water represented what I (and others) perceive of myself in my mortal daily life. The portion under water represented my mind. It showed me the potentials and possibilities I have access to.

Being who you truly are isn’t a destination, a static state you can achieve. The longer I’ve been on this journey, I find the “being” morphing into “becoming” who I truly am. The further I come along, the more possibilities open up.

Although it sounds so easy, I wouldn’t say being / becoming who you truly are is a simple task. In fact, connecting to and trusting my Guidance has been instrumental in achieving who I am at this point .Find more about connecting to Guides here.

Do you know who YOU truly are…..becoming?

Suffering from Ascension?

” I suddenly felt hit by depression, nausea and dizziness – anyone know if there are any solar flares?” “I feel pressures on my head, sensitive spots and my skin is itchy, tingling etc. – is earth getting another energetic download?”

There’ s lots of talk on the internet about Ascension Symptoms. You may have them too. Some call them Spiritual Awakening Symptoms, others refer to them as Lightbody Activations, Kundalini Awakening Symptoms or simply Spiritual Growing Pains.

Many of us who suffer these ominous side effects of Spiritual Awakening relate them directly to energetic shifts of planet Earth. However, not all of these strange, unpleasant inexplicable experiences are necessarily caused by aforementioned energetic shifts. There are other possible explanations for these occurrences that you may be labelling “Ascension Symptoms”. Today I want to address some potential factors other than planetary/universal influences. Being on the spiritual path makes us increasingly sensitive to ANY energies. It is not limited to planetary changes or solar/lunar activity.

Here are some common sources for bodily reactions that I have encountered during my Spiritual Journey but there may be other causes I’m not currently aware of. You’re welcome to complete the list according to your own experiences.

1.PLANETARY ACTION – including, but not limited to, solar flares, energy waves flowing through the Omniverse, Universe, Galaxy, Solar System; special planetary constellations (ask your favorite astrologer), a full moon, solar eclipse, lunar eclipse…

2.CORDING – energetically hooked into someone/something

• a) Metaphysicals  – Have you been meditating or “playing in the Universe” without sufficient protection? There may be metaphysicals who simply got interested in you. They may not have any mischievous intent but by hooking into you they may be causing problems. The result is more likely to be emotional but could include (other) physical reactions as well.
• b) Individual mortals – these are usually select humans that you interact or have a close relationship with
• c) The Human Collective – you might be hooked into the “human collective” and get a sense of what IT is undergoing. There are times when waves of anxiety, fear or anger sweep through the human collective. If you suddenly find yourself depressed, anxious or angry, it could be linked to your human connection.
• d) You may be cording someone else – if you are consciously or unconsciously reaching out to someone else, you are also hooked into their energies. This can cause reactions on your part (depending on how they’re feeling at the time).

3.SPIRIT GUIDES – you may call them Angels, Higher Self, Companions…

• a) Believe it or not: your own Guidance may be the root of your last bout of depression. These are unintended side effects of their work. I’ve experienced times of rewiring and realigning of energies, during which I received some kind of “downloads”. Afterwards I was hit by depression, a headache or several sensitive spots on my skull….or all of the above. When our energies are changed, our chemistry is being changed. The body reacts – unfortunately not always in a pleasant way. Sometimes the body goes into fear when you go “OBE” (out-of-body) and pulls you back by creating severe physical symptoms.
• b) Guides are using physical symptoms to get your attention – these can range from body tingling,  or chills to stinging or more severe ones. Ask your Guides if it’s them – this might be an easy one to clear.
• c) Lack of connection can also cause symptoms. This is usually a trigger for depression, especially if you’ve gone through a period of strong, close connection and suddenly feel a void.

4. YOU – Expectations, Perceptions etc.

• don’t forget your own role in all of this. If you read “energetic downloads” are about to happen – how does that affect your expectations, your perception of your body? The internet is wonderful in many respects…but can easily cause “mass hysteria” (see posted here).

So next time you’re “getting hit” you may want to consider a few more options than just “the energies of the Universe” being the culprit. Aaaah the complexity of it all…

Last but not least: Remember to make sure the symptoms you are experiencing aren’t related to any other health issues…..and remember this post is based on MY limited perception – yours may be completely different. In the end we perceive what we need to – depending on where we are on our path.